getting back into the gym and healthy eating

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ah, this is something I know I should have done a long while back but I just can't stop eating yummy food!!
Tomorrow is my starting day for healthy eating and excercise and im so eager to get back into it, it always makes me feel great. But I cant help but feel rather nervous, I admit, its been a long while since I have been to the gym. (even though I have been paying for it!)

The thought of myself, sweating, redfaced, out of breath and not having the freedom to eat anything I want is somehow not pleasent for myself to picture.
Everytime I make an extra special effort to eat healthy and visit the gym almost every day I find that the results I want are not visible for me to see as quickly as I would like which in turn puts me in a negative mindset and I give up. I DONT WANT TO GIVE UP.

This time I am serious, I want abs, I want a perky bottom and I want to feel brilliant about myself again.

Short blog, but I needed something to look back on.

Befores and afters shall be posted hopefully when progress starts to be made.

 MAJOR THROWBACK BUT LOOK AT THAT FLAT TUMMY!

WISH ME LUCK